Last year Tabitha was not in a good place.
Last year Tabitha made a lot of bad decisions.
Last year Tabitha would be amazed by what today Tabitha has accomplished.
But today Tabitha can only think about how stupid last year Tabitha was, and how much I hate everything about last year Tabitha.
I hate it. I wish I could eraser those memories. I wish I could eraser a lot of memories. I wish, more than anything, that last year Tabitha had made better decisions.
But right now Tabitha, hates herself more than anything. Every part of herself, and every decision she ever made.
"We’ll be ready for opening, right?"
If you’re battling a mental illness and didn’t want to wake up this morning but did anyways, you’re a motherfucking badass. Because living with a mental illness is hard and I’m damn proud of you for still being here and fighting. You’re metal as hell and tough as nails. So keep on fighting, you kickass Viking warrior. You can win this.